Hummm

So its almost March now. We will be coming up on our 2 year anniversary. WOW 2 years already, wow has time flown by. It seems like we were just getting married. I find that since the miscarriage Tom and I have grown closer then ever. I love him more now then on the day that I married him, and I could have never thought that was possible. So Toms been working at this new job since October and he loves it, they seem like they are a great company to work for. Hummm lets see what has been happening in my life recently..... Well my cousin is getting married at the end of March so that something new. We are going to visit Toms sister in April and then in June my cousin kid is graduating high school. WOW high school, I feel sooo old lol, I remember when he was born. All of my second cousins are in high school and I remember when they were born. LOL Sooo all my cousins kids are almost grown up and I haven't even had one. AND I will be 30 this year I mean 30. WTF I can not believe I will be 30 how did I get so old lol, not that 30 is old. I just cant believe my 20s are gone, I mean gone already. So in June all my cousins will be out for my 2nd cousins graduation, I can not wait it has been at least 10 years since I have seen one of them, and then I was 18 and was not of legal drinking age. LOL as I am the youngest of all my cousins. So this will be a new and fun thing for us. So people keep asking me when we are going to start trying again, and to this I say I don't know. Truth be told I wont tell when we do because I don't want to hear people say oh wow still nothing, and I know people can not help themselves, and they don't say it to be mean it just happens. As more and more people I know get pregnant or have a baby, I don't feel said I just think I would have almost been ready, March 15th was our due date........